Dear L.I.F.E. Readers,

How are you today? Currently, I would like so much to share a big story right now.. Seriously, I really don’t know how or when I should start…

I guess that really, well here it goes…

Have you ever wanted something so badly in your life, that when you have it in front of you, either your blind or your too scared to touch it?

Could you barely hold it? Or accept it?

Tell me, what would you do?

Like you all know, or at least, I’m telling you now, I’ve had this huge crush for this guy for the last 10 years almost… Ridiculous, you might say? Hell yeah, I think that ridiculous doesn’t even make justice regarding this.

A year ago, this new guy came, and at first, he was really shy and extremely serious. Now, since a couple of months, if I look in the past, he started to talk, but barely a few words. At first, I though I was intimidating, and it’s until not too long ago, that I realized that he’s really the ”shy” guy type. So, now, he’s so attentive, friendly, caring, basically all the things that I’ve been looking for. And yet, I’m conscientiously afraid in a way… Afraid to fall in the real deal…

Meanwhile my ”forever-crush” has taken this sort of weird distance with me. No matter how nice I am with him, yet he stays cold like in the old back years. Not like he used to be with  me, all friendly, kind, sweet, caring, good friend…

Honestly, I really know that this new guy really likes me, and that he’s gonna take his chance any time he sees the right moment. Still, if life, could give me the chance to get the truth out of him, I know that life would become simpler.

I do know, for a fact that when somebody is really into you, any good excuse is good enough. Even a pen, a simple miserable pen, could be used as an excuse to get a moment of the other person’s time… I’ve seen all the good things in this new guy in less than one year, compared to my old crush. I have to admit, it’s hard to let go,of someone of who you cared so much and yet have not receive anything from that person…

For now, this is all I can say…

Take care, until then…

L.I.F.E. 176-

And for now, this is all I can say…