Hello dear readers,
For those who can’t sleep much at night like me, you will always be welcome and of course others too! It’s currently 2:06 am while I’m writing this text that is to be posted in a few minutes.
So yeah, for now, it’s ”H & G” which stands for ”Hello and Goodbye”. Why that now? It’s what I had in mind. Is it normal that when you least expect it you are surprised by a gift from God, a gift from the above, a gift from life and love and all the above..hehe.. Anyways, as I was saying, I don’t know much how you feel about hello’s but I certainly like them very much. Why? Because you get to say, ”hey you” or ”hello there” to a special someone or one of your friends. It’s something that you really appreciate not once in a while, but pretty much everyday. At least, I know I do. :)
What about goodbye’s ? Yeah what about them? Simple, I really dislike them. That’s pretty much everything I have to say. I almost hate them. I’m not really good at saying goodbye in the first place, it’s how I’m made. Technically speaking, I’m so terrible but when I say ”terrible”.. Okay fine ”Terrible” with a capital ”T”. I can act really rude. Or be cold as ice, and so on.
Like recently, I had the privilege to meet with people I had such a long time of not seeing. There’s nothing extraordinary to say, they are simply very nice and warm people. But when I saw them, I had butterflies in my stomach. That’s fact that I’m sharing, and for those who don’t know (butterflies in my stomach is like saying ”I was really nervous/did not know what to expect). Thank God nothing bad happened, but when they left, I can tell you right now that I knew that I wasn’t the best version of myself. The proof that I was the worst version, (just to spice it up a bit) I was basically avoiding. It’s not that I wasn’t happy to see them, just once again the living proof of ”disliking” goodbyes. So yeah, you tell me about it. And still, I felt kind of guilty but at the same time, since I dislike ”goodbyes” I just felt really awkward. You get this weird feeling inside of you, that you fight constantly to get rid off.
And the worst part is that it’s almost like a feeling of emptiness mixted with blank and a spit of sadness. I know, it awkard, but hey, can’t say that I didn’t mentionned it earlier. Meanwhile you leave the place and get back in your world, I’m guessing that the only solution to ignore that ”feeling” or ”impression” is to pretend nothing ever happened but still, your mind keeps your good memories stored somewhere in your brain.
How do you deal with goodbyes? If you happen to find a great, simple and economic solution feel free to share it. And if it won’t work for me, no problem! It will probably work for anyone who passes by and realizes that he/she felt or did the same thing like I did and is looking for extra help on that issue…
I guess I’ve made it pretty crystal clear that me+goodbyes=nothing good just the worst version of myself. I know that this article won’t be read by them. I would actually be pretty much surprised, but you never know… ;)
So Hello and Goodbye, have you ever had a worst experience than I that you would like to share with us? My blog, ”us” readers and I ?
Meanwhile, you just learn to deal with it… It is currently 2:30 A.M. and no I’m still not sleepy or thinking about going to bed. But at least, if I end up sleeping tonight I will know that I shared an important story life with you my L.I.F.E. Readers, my L.I.F.E. Friends.